Wooo...updates are boring!
So anyway, putting my depression on paper seems to be helping a little, but I seem to be even more angry at my friends at school. I don't really like it when they pester me and ask me what's wrong. I'm going to say 'nothing' because even if I did tell them they'd just say something like...'Oh man...that sucks' and then stare at me for two seconds then walk off. Then there's the people who look at me and know that there's something wrong, but they just give me an annoyed look and ignore me...wow guys...thanks for the concern, and even greater thanks for the look! D:< Not to mention one of my good friends is totally ignoring me and not wanting to hear me, 'bitch' about how my life sucks so bad. Let me tell you right now...IT DOES. I'm not trying to be annoying, I'm not trying to irritate people, I'm not trying to 'bitch' about my 'so called sucky life'. I'm telling the truth, I'm spilling my feelings and what do they do? Push me to the side and say, 'stop f**king complaining, my life sucks waaay more than yours.' (yea..cause your parents yelling at you for getting Almost perfect grades, or bitching at you for something your sibling did is the worst thing in the entire world) COME ON! GET REAL! Yea, I realize that there are kids out there who get physically abused by their drunk parents and stuff, and I really do feel for them....but nobody seems to realize that verbal abuse is JUST as bad as physical. Physical hurts you on the outside...verbal hurts you on the INSIDE, and not many people seem to see what verbal abuse does to people...it makes them severely depressed, and even suicidal so don't you DARE tell me that only physical abuse kills people, because SO DOES VERBAL!

Anyway...sorry if I am in the middle of a one on one roleplay with some of you, I've gotten very distracted with my emotions all in the way....I promise I'll get back to you guys on that sometime soon.

(random thought...but I suddenly have a rekindled passion for Erin Hunter's Warrior series...I love that series...)


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